For me, birthday is scary things... I don't know it's about counting up or counting down.
Today is my mom's birthday. And she asked me why I give the 3 little candles. And all day she's talking " I add another year "
Actually I hate the concept of numbering candles top of cake. It's stupid and scary.
And I can't bear that birthday means you get older and near death.
And mostly I got emotionally when my dad n m mom got birthday....
If I could cry for the thing on my mind that scary the hell out of me...
Mom, Dad, I love you
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
