Why everything is counted with money? Your time, your sweat, your effort, your service, your thought, your supervision, your access, your permission??
How actually it happened, when people started changing something with money?
Long long time ago, people changed their stuff with other people's stuff, which with that ways they could fulfilled their necessities.
With born of currency, people got easily get something fair on standard. But I don't remember where the history of counting everything with money.
Perhaps when the industrialist era, after the world war I, where people start create efficiency and cost counting. And It effects us in the way of thinking.
Everything, there is a price.
But how much do you give for a price??? as a price? as low? as much?
If you priced as amount of money, How much do you worth for??
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
Dream, Current Life, Future
I watched 'Revolutionary Road' borrowed from a friend this weekend. And I told you I got some perspective of some movies I watched from last writting.
"It's unrealistic for a man with a fine mind to go on working year after year at a job he can't stand. Coming home to a place he can't stand, to a wife who's equally unable to stand the same things. And you know what the worst part of it is? Our whole existence here is based on this great premise that we're special. They we're superior to the whole thing. But we're not. We're just like everyone else! We bought into the same, ridiculous delusion. That we have to resign from life and settle down the moment we have children. And we've been punishing each other for it."
CURRENT LIFE
Most people, they are giving up they dream, married and having children. And after long time, you just say to their kid, "I knew I couldn't get my dream come true, but having you is more beautiful than my dream"..... ahhhhhhhhh it's so sweet.
Are you in denial???
From a man called Rene Suhardono says "Embrace your passion, live with a life action." How to choose a dream on priority???
How could you choose eat of marvelous dining than eat just for living on the same penny?
Give up it's a first form of lil' denial. By saying "It's alright I letting it go ", We release our unability to unreachable and bury the denial. but it's still there.
And if you suddenly just have encourage to dig it up. It's denial again......but that's alright (Like I said before) maybe it's our release the unability to accept the denial to gain unreachable dream. And maybe you make it.
And you like it more. that's why called dream. FUTURE
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
"It's unrealistic for a man with a fine mind to go on working year after year at a job he can't stand. Coming home to a place he can't stand, to a wife who's equally unable to stand the same things. And you know what the worst part of it is? Our whole existence here is based on this great premise that we're special. They we're superior to the whole thing. But we're not. We're just like everyone else! We bought into the same, ridiculous delusion. That we have to resign from life and settle down the moment we have children. And we've been punishing each other for it."
CURRENT LIFE
Most people, they are giving up they dream, married and having children. And after long time, you just say to their kid, "I knew I couldn't get my dream come true, but having you is more beautiful than my dream"..... ahhhhhhhhh it's so sweet.
Are you in denial???
From a man called Rene Suhardono says "Embrace your passion, live with a life action." How to choose a dream on priority???
How could you choose eat of marvelous dining than eat just for living on the same penny?
Give up it's a first form of lil' denial. By saying "It's alright I letting it go ", We release our unability to unreachable and bury the denial. but it's still there.
And if you suddenly just have encourage to dig it up. It's denial again......but that's alright (Like I said before) maybe it's our release the unability to accept the denial to gain unreachable dream. And maybe you make it.
And you like it more. that's why called dream. FUTURE
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
We need a new type of feeling
I found somethings on movies I watched this couple days. Like this things. Here is some quote:
"Does he make you smile??"
" At least he doesn't make me cry" - Ocean Eleven
Do people daily live in happy life?? Why is there only two option, happy and sad. It's just ironic that either you not choose one, it means you choose the contrary one.
This case it's like food. In European food, you only could taste sweet, salty, sour and bitter as your tongue taste that. But how you describe savory (rasa gurih) or like the taste of coconut milk in some Asian food, or Monosodium glutamate that invented by Japanese?? They called it the essence of taste. It's kind of 1 variety taste our tongue couldn't describe but taste it beside sweet, sour, salty and bitter.
Could we created some new feeling like that between the scale of happy to sad. Of course some of us calling it normal feeling, but what??? What is normal? is normal you half happy and half sad? or you are not happy and sad at all? or you feel happy and sad in the same time???
Sometimes in the morning I woke up and mirroring, saying "I'm happy". Not I can't do it.... it's like I'm a stepmother of snow white, keep assuredly told that I'm the most beautiful in the world.
so... let's us wake up and mirroring and ask our self, And how I feel today???
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
"Does he make you smile??"
" At least he doesn't make me cry" - Ocean Eleven
Do people daily live in happy life?? Why is there only two option, happy and sad. It's just ironic that either you not choose one, it means you choose the contrary one.
This case it's like food. In European food, you only could taste sweet, salty, sour and bitter as your tongue taste that. But how you describe savory (rasa gurih) or like the taste of coconut milk in some Asian food, or Monosodium glutamate that invented by Japanese?? They called it the essence of taste. It's kind of 1 variety taste our tongue couldn't describe but taste it beside sweet, sour, salty and bitter.
Could we created some new feeling like that between the scale of happy to sad. Of course some of us calling it normal feeling, but what??? What is normal? is normal you half happy and half sad? or you are not happy and sad at all? or you feel happy and sad in the same time???
Sometimes in the morning I woke up and mirroring, saying "I'm happy". Not I can't do it.... it's like I'm a stepmother of snow white, keep assuredly told that I'm the most beautiful in the world.
so... let's us wake up and mirroring and ask our self, And how I feel today???
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
Sunday, May 9, 2010
BANCRUPCY
This is why the middle class always got the big punch from economical crisis. Because they earn like low class but their style like high class.
I bought a glasses today... revised, two glasses today. One is normal glasses which look cute but suddenly it looked different. And both of my parents just keep asking " why are you wearing glasses???" Two is the sun glasses which I believe it un-UV protection at all.... Why I bought those things while I got 500,000 for the rest of this month, which contains 2 long weekends and a planning to go to Jogjakarta for Batik hunting, some unpaid debts, 3 best friends birthday, 1 wedding and many unpredictable expenses.
I have plan to move from my job, coz it definitely could not afford my lifestyle. Well there are two ways, change my lifestyle or change my job.
Well I thought my side job could help but IT'S NOT. I have one 5 million unfinished yet projects and 2 million unaccepted design project. I could I depend on them????
While I always watching people carry their giant Birkin Hermes, I'm in 10000 rethink to buy 200,000 shoes which is the same shoes I have that have been getting worse in appearance.
And how I could afford food tasting dream on my next office mall that make you feels you are in top of food chain??? Well I think Monday it's a best start for carry lunchbox.
People face that their should work to get a life. life aren't only food but also clothes, dweller, vacation, lifestyle, car... and getting more. So how to keep the want from need and have??? I stuck with them.
I don't regret bought those glasses, but at some point I knew it unnecessary. but how I could resist the temptation?
I want a Tony Stark... I want get lottery, quiz, or something with prizes??? could I??
Hoh... Heres the song... "I Will Survive" yeah sings Gloria
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
I bought a glasses today... revised, two glasses today. One is normal glasses which look cute but suddenly it looked different. And both of my parents just keep asking " why are you wearing glasses???" Two is the sun glasses which I believe it un-UV protection at all.... Why I bought those things while I got 500,000 for the rest of this month, which contains 2 long weekends and a planning to go to Jogjakarta for Batik hunting, some unpaid debts, 3 best friends birthday, 1 wedding and many unpredictable expenses.
I have plan to move from my job, coz it definitely could not afford my lifestyle. Well there are two ways, change my lifestyle or change my job.
Well I thought my side job could help but IT'S NOT. I have one 5 million unfinished yet projects and 2 million unaccepted design project. I could I depend on them????
While I always watching people carry their giant Birkin Hermes, I'm in 10000 rethink to buy 200,000 shoes which is the same shoes I have that have been getting worse in appearance.
And how I could afford food tasting dream on my next office mall that make you feels you are in top of food chain??? Well I think Monday it's a best start for carry lunchbox.
People face that their should work to get a life. life aren't only food but also clothes, dweller, vacation, lifestyle, car... and getting more. So how to keep the want from need and have??? I stuck with them.
I don't regret bought those glasses, but at some point I knew it unnecessary. but how I could resist the temptation?
I want a Tony Stark... I want get lottery, quiz, or something with prizes??? could I??
Hoh... Heres the song... "I Will Survive" yeah sings Gloria
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
BE REBEL AND YOUNG
speaking with a young man.... Yes, he is a young man not a boy. Surprisingly knew on our conversation.
The attitude of acting but thinking, ambitious and free...., when was I the last time feel like that??? I feel ashamed and old. For any funny and fearless to live, I haven't any of them. I always have plans, designs and sketches of my life. My brain was thinking before it alert me to.
When will I take off my shirt and jump to the water? When will I loose my ponytail and let the wind fly and mess my hair? Or throw the umbrella and and running in the rain???
I HAVE NO GUTS
Yet I waste my time for many stupid games from facebook. I feel grounded, for feeding fish, harvesting or serving food... oh my....
Tell u youngster.... facebook make you stupid.
No children play outside and wide through imagination..... but this one
A young boy, full of dream. You still have a hope, my lovely country
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
The attitude of acting but thinking, ambitious and free...., when was I the last time feel like that??? I feel ashamed and old. For any funny and fearless to live, I haven't any of them. I always have plans, designs and sketches of my life. My brain was thinking before it alert me to.
When will I take off my shirt and jump to the water? When will I loose my ponytail and let the wind fly and mess my hair? Or throw the umbrella and and running in the rain???
I HAVE NO GUTS
Yet I waste my time for many stupid games from facebook. I feel grounded, for feeding fish, harvesting or serving food... oh my....
Tell u youngster.... facebook make you stupid.
No children play outside and wide through imagination..... but this one
A young boy, full of dream. You still have a hope, my lovely country
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
Monday, February 1, 2010
How I step my foot first?
My cousin is getting crazy about having business... for me.. it's tik tok time before I leave Indonesia that I wish for. I want something that really mean, that I'm passion doing and really countable for my financial... so I' could relieve and feel free to move to another level.
From making cakes, laundry service, shoes maker, bag maker, distro shop, batik shop, everything have been thought to be the idea of our business. And no one is starting or seriously in take.
Are we dreamy people?? are we not serious person? What should we do to step our foot first into a commitment. I think it needs a huge courage to lift our foot and step a ground ahead....
everyday I hear about career coach from Rene in my favourite radio station. The more I listen, the more I want to get out from my job. I keep having no click by living from that job. Sometimes its feel like I got into wrong major in school? Do I??
Well I buy recipe book yesterday. I hope it's kind of lil step forward. I always have faith I have some business of my own...
I have that faith...
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
From making cakes, laundry service, shoes maker, bag maker, distro shop, batik shop, everything have been thought to be the idea of our business. And no one is starting or seriously in take.
Are we dreamy people?? are we not serious person? What should we do to step our foot first into a commitment. I think it needs a huge courage to lift our foot and step a ground ahead....
everyday I hear about career coach from Rene in my favourite radio station. The more I listen, the more I want to get out from my job. I keep having no click by living from that job. Sometimes its feel like I got into wrong major in school? Do I??
Well I buy recipe book yesterday. I hope it's kind of lil step forward. I always have faith I have some business of my own...
I have that faith...
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Read My Life
Psychic, spiritualist, fortune teller.... what are they.
They can read your hand, your mind, connecting to other world, predict and attack.... huuuu...
I'll introduce you to mr. D. One of them and he's in my office. For couples week, there are seem so many auras flew around the office and give so much energy. It feels like Harry Potter VS Voldermort. Some good, some too much energy, antusiasphere I think.
Should I ask to be read?? I'm curious sometimes about it. But I think I wont be surprise for the reading. I think I could feel what my future like. For better for worse reading.... all I can do is continue my life. Knew before happened.... it's not a surprise life anymore.
Some people tell me to open my aura.... what for? If attraction will come for me because of help, does it mean I'm not attractive???
I tell you and my self..... I"M ATTRACTIVE.
ps: this is my left hand......jpg)
See you tomorrow nite
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
They can read your hand, your mind, connecting to other world, predict and attack.... huuuu...
I'll introduce you to mr. D. One of them and he's in my office. For couples week, there are seem so many auras flew around the office and give so much energy. It feels like Harry Potter VS Voldermort. Some good, some too much energy, antusiasphere I think.
Should I ask to be read?? I'm curious sometimes about it. But I think I wont be surprise for the reading. I think I could feel what my future like. For better for worse reading.... all I can do is continue my life. Knew before happened.... it's not a surprise life anymore.
Some people tell me to open my aura.... what for? If attraction will come for me because of help, does it mean I'm not attractive???
I tell you and my self..... I"M ATTRACTIVE.
ps: this is my left hand.....
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See you tomorrow nite
Today monologue from Ms. Deejay
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